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a month old of being dumped

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Update….

So it’s been a month since she dumped me… My ex has not initiated contact once in the 4 weeks since she left me. No text saying I miss you or how are you. Nothing. Maybe I think too much.

Although I am little bit focus now still this feeling so strong she keeps lingering on my mind. I sent her a voice message saying "always take care" but as expected no reaction no thank you or anything.

She’s been enjoying life recently, although it hurts to not be a part of that,  it also make me sad thinking about  what should I do to win her back.

I decided to be silent in a week I have to make my self busy in 5 days, to not even wondering what I’ve been up to. During these days it just pop up those pictures that made me so angry with a mixture of being back stabbed I don’t know she really distanced herself completely.

 I keep asking my self why these are all happening, do I deserve this, why I cannot let go? again and again, but no definite answer as of now, or may be I am still not accepting the fact that she’s not mine anymore that I am still hoping that there’s still hope left. :(

 

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